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Ok, one more of these.

I swear, I freaking promise that I'm not this much of a drag most of the time, okay? I feel like all I ever write here is bad stuff. But, yeah, I guess if I knew how to say this IRL, I wouldn't have to constantly be telling you guys. So. Sorry about that. It's more whining about my dead dog.

( Six months )

Current Location: the Zoo
Current Music: Florence
Crossposts: http://unikorento.livejournal.com/26387.html

There was a meme on

applegeuse's journal. I can't resist memes, so here goes.

( Give me a number, and I'll answer the question )

In other news. I am a computer genius who has figured out how to convert .mts files .avi. Yes, this is an achievement.

Here at home, there are apples everywhere, filling up basket after basket on the porch. There is apple jam and apple juice and apple pie, and some sort of... apple experiment that I'll ask mom about once she gets home. I think it might be jello. The best thing in the world is cold apple jam on warm porridge, and milk. This is not a low-carb dish, and will yet be the death of me.

It hasn't stopped raining since I got here, but that's actually ok. It's a reason to drink tea. Do miss the dogs terribly. Apple season used to be a lot harder - Naxu and Maggie both liked to steal and eat the apples from the baskets. Sirius would just steal and run with it, because she liked it when people shouted "hey!" after her.

I think maybe I'm nearing that point where I want a puppy. (I get snappy at anyone who asks me about it, but I think I'll be ready soon.) Mostly I just want my dog, but since I can't have that... I think maybe a puppy wouldn't be too bad.

Oh, and!

( Spoiler for True Blood s04e11 )

Current Location: Lande
Crossposts: http://unikorento.livejournal.com/22304.html

Yeah. Sort of embarrassed about this. Thought about maybe just not posting it, but hey. My journal, right? I can throw a childish fit if I want to. Just... approach with caution.

( Been in a fantastically bad mood all day. )

Current Mood: sad
Current Location: Lande
Crossposts: http://unikorento.livejournal.com/20499.html

( Today is Saturday, and she isn't here )

Current Mood: sad
Current Location: the Zoo
Crossposts: http://unikorento.livejournal.com/3923.html

Day 5. My room is empty, and I keep thinking that I need to take the dog out. The weekend was a lot easier - we went to sister's place in Tampere and saw Apulanta play at Pakkahuone. Now I'm at home and Maggie is decidedly not present in all the places I would usually find her.

I've listened to a lot of podfic. I like hearing the sound of a voice without feeling any obligation to answer or contribute anything. When I can't focus, all I have to do is pause, and let my mind wander. And if it wanders wrong, and I start thinking in terms I know aren't helpful, then all I do is press play and I'm distracted again. For right now, it's perfect.

I had a dream last night. I've been awake for quite a few hours now, so most of it has already started to fade, but I remember enough that I think I can write down the main points. It had three separate sequences.

( Part One )

( Part Two )

( Part Three )

And then I woke up and it was 6:30 in the morning.

Current Mood: tired
Current Location: building of the many computers
Crossposts: http://unikorento.livejournal.com/3804.html

Maggie died this morning.

The operation didn't help, and even after a day and a night on IV she just wasn't getting any better. This was the best option for her.

Current Mood: crushed
Crossposts: http://unikorento.livejournal.com/3401.html

( Dog/money stuff )

Current Mood: scared
Current Location: the Zoo
Crossposts: http://unikorento.livejournal.com/3219.html

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