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Day 5. My room is empty, and I keep thinking that I need to take the dog out. The weekend was a lot easier - we went to sister's place in Tampere and saw Apulanta play at Pakkahuone. Now I'm at home and Maggie is decidedly not present in all the places I would usually find her.

I've listened to a lot of podfic. I like hearing the sound of a voice without feeling any obligation to answer or contribute anything. When I can't focus, all I have to do is pause, and let my mind wander. And if it wanders wrong, and I start thinking in terms I know aren't helpful, then all I do is press play and I'm distracted again. For right now, it's perfect.


I had a dream last night. I've been awake for quite a few hours now, so most of it has already started to fade, but I remember enough that I think I can write down the main points. It had three separate sequences.

( Part One )

( Part Two )

( Part Three )

And then I woke up and it was 6:30 in the morning.