Regular walks, for sure. I'm not really the sauvakävely type.
I'm having sort of a tough time about exercising right now. Partially I guess I'm just stressed, but a big part of it is the Maggie thing. It's stupid, I don't know how to explain it. I just don't want to walk where we used to walk. You spend six years on a road with someone, and then being there without her... It just sucks so much. I'm looking for her all the time, and then it feels so pointless, and I get stuck in this thought loop and I keep thinking about the last time I walked her, when I didn't know how bad it was, and then I feel so goddamned guilty and then it's just bad and, yeah. I haven't set foot on the roads on either side of the river except to walk Cossu. I don't know. It sucks too much, I'm not "ready for it" or something.
Kind of limits the possibilities, but maybe there's some other routes.
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I'm having sort of a tough time about exercising right now. Partially I guess I'm just stressed, but a big part of it is the Maggie thing. It's stupid, I don't know how to explain it. I just don't want to walk where we used to walk. You spend six years on a road with someone, and then being there without her... It just sucks so much. I'm looking for her all the time, and then it feels so pointless, and I get stuck in this thought loop and I keep thinking about the last time I walked her, when I didn't know how bad it was, and then I feel so goddamned guilty and then it's just bad and, yeah. I haven't set foot on the roads on either side of the river except to walk Cossu. I don't know. It sucks too much, I'm not "ready for it" or something.
Kind of limits the possibilities, but maybe there's some other routes.